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I don't like people.

Right now I don't like people, usually I do like them. Well, some of them.

I've been trying to plan this camp I'm going on. As head of the kitchen I had this dream that I would've set up the menu and found an answer to all my questions at the end of this week. Then I would take a ferry out in the archipelago somewhere and call my parents so they could pick me up with their boat and I could spend a few days on the sea. Sun, seagulls and blue waves.

Today I realized that the people who know the answers to all my questions, the people who has the documents I need to set up a meny and plan this camp so that I wont have to worry about a thing once we arrive, those people have gone on vacation.

On vacation! And did they tell me? No! So now I have to sit and wait for them to come home before I can do anything else. And what about my vacation? Don't I matter at all?

I don't like people.